By Novice Justin Kandulna
After my school final, I seemed to be at
cross roads. I had to earn money if I
wanted to study further. On the other
hand, I had a very strong desire to join the Society. I did not know whether to work and study
first, or to join the Society. I did not
want the financial problem to be a deciding factor. My mind was crowded with thoughts and
conflicts. Finally I chose to work and study
first. My priority was to earn as much money
as I could. I worked hard for two years
in various fields. I learnt a lot about
how to work. My work was good and well
appreciated. I also grew more in
humility, sincerity and obedience.
It was on this background that I had my
last experiment of the novitiate in Bankura last month. It was working on the field for just two
weeks. These two weeks of work experiment
helped me to identify how God transforms and mould our hearts in and through open,
sincere and hard work.
While going to Bankura, I noticed many things
happening in my mind. I was thinking
that I have worked hard for a long time so I can do all the work. I wanted to prove myself by working hard; but
even after knowing all this, I was afraid and reluctant. But as my companions and I started our work,
I became very relaxed. Days were passing
quickly and I grew more in sincerity.
During work or free time, while reflecting, appreciating, encouraging
and accepting each one’s plans and ideas, I felt strengthened. My heart was filled with happiness, zeal and
enthusiasm for working together.
I did not really expect that I would have such a
wonderful experience. I am very grateful
to my companions for their support and inspiring words. God has really rewarded me with his showers
of blessings.
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